But The Dear Knows Who I’ll Marry

Well, actually, I don’t have a clue where I’m going, or who’s going with me, who I love or not is a little irrelevent, and nor do I have a clue who I’ll marry, so the old song is a not terribly pertinent, but very pretty if you know it. Sadly I can’t remember what it’s called but it’s an Irish folk song and rather wonderful.

Anyway. Tonight I am going to a party in the middle of nowhere, a beautiful house, all rambling gables and tree-surrounded leafy huge garden, and then leaving terribly early having not drunk a drop and having also done some fire poi. I am then going home on the train and will be arriving home horribly late – take a book and hold on tight to your bag, think I. Then tomorrow I am ringing my tutor to Discuss My Options, and possibly then going up to Uni Town to Discuss My Options Further.

I was rather looking forward to my last few days at home, sadly – I would have passed all those exams and, stress-free, would have spent the time with P and his friends relaxing, there would have been a reasonable amount of beer and pubbing and sunshine and autumn and things. I was going to have a fire evening, it was going to be beautiful. Then I was hoping to go and say with P in P’s Uni Town Elsewhere which would have been wonderful – several long days together with no responsibilities and no reason to get up or go to bed early or late or anything, a chance to experience a whole new city, and a lot of fun, really, before going back to my Uni Town for the new year; now it half looks like I’ll be in Uni Town or Home Town and I’ll have a million things to sort out and it’s all going to be rather stressful. It’s not that I don’t deserve it, I do, entirely, I’ll admit that. I was ill, yes, but I’m also lazy and arrogant.

Right now I just want to curl up in P’s arms and forget about all of this just for a little while.



Filed under Beliefs, Consumer, Family, Friendship, Happenings, Life, Relationships, University

4 responses to “But The Dear Knows Who I’ll Marry

  1. Flix


    That sucketh muchly. Good luck for whatever may come next xx

  2. Mia

    Indeed, the best of luck for whatever lies ahead, I hope you sort it out!



  3. Lucy

    Hope that you manage to come out with an Option that you’re happy with – or at least not too unhappy with. Hugs indeed – you’ll have to get P to give you extra ones from all of us on t’net!

  4. standingonthebrink

    Thanks everyone πŸ™‚ sadly I got nowhere and am going back as as part-time student, at least once I’ve registered to do so, because there are no recent records of my extenuating circumstances taht would give me the right to re-sit.

    And yes, when I see him, I’ll make him hug me from all of yers!


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